Lonnelyness and Nothingless

i'm a loner, live ini nothingless. i don't have anything, in this world i'm in sadness. trying to think about myself and blamming myself for all reason. what is my fault? just tell me. i really really feel like a criminal. feel what i feel.

crying so sad. screaming so hard. what can i do and what should i do? just waiting for the death.

and if you, i cant see you again. i did't have feel, didn't have spirit. it can't be solved.
and if i, i'm not in this world anymore. please give me, a little place in your mind.

please help me, out from this nothingless

please help me...